I want to get soooo mad at someone that I don't care about the consequences.
I want to see their shocked expression when the cold glass of sweet tea that I was just drinking, suddenly ends up on their face.
But not just on their face.
their clothes, their shoes
I want them to feel like they just took a bath in sweet tea.
I wanna laugh. because what I just did was hilarious and I was caught up in the moment.
Then I want to storm away like they do in the movies.
I want to dine and dash.
Not because I'm insanely poor, but because I want the experience.
I want the exhilarating feeling.
I want my palms to be sweating buckets as I dash out of the door. I wanna feel like I just swallowed a frog because I'm so scared of getting caught.
I want my adrenaline levels to climb
I want to travel the world
I want to go to a waterfall in Hawaii
and I want to watch the water go on its everyday journey
and smile or cry because it so darn beautiful
then I want to drive
rent an expensive car and drive
who cares where to
faster then needed
and turn the radio up to its highest setting
windows down and everything
and I want people to give me dirty looks because they don't agree
I want someone to smile at me.
smile at me like the friend zoned guy does to the main character in the movies.
I want them to smile because they know I'm can be crazy and irrational
I can also be kind.
I want them to smile like they know a secret about me that no one else does.
Because they know a side about me that no else has seen
and we do crazy things together
like smash fruit in an old field
or sit on rooftops together,
and throw food at the people passing by
or go to the beach, in the winter,
and go in the water with all of our clothes on
and then laugh because we're idiots.
or lay together
I don't care where
it could be the park, my bed, or yours
and we could listen to my favorite music
and maybe a little of yours too if you can get a word in.
and we can lay and just be