There is nothing more beautiful than a smile.
Seeing a person smile is one my favorite things in the world. There is something about the way their eyes shine that is like no other. And to me, thats how you can see someones true beauty. Beauty has always been a big part of society and in today's times there seems to be a model of the "perfect women" She's "skinny" She has smooth skin She's tan She's curvy She's has shiny hair She's essentially unattainable.
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So I saw this on twitter a couple days ago and it gave me an idea about a blog post. Lately I've been feeling distant. Life is going really well and I'm so thankful for the experiences that I have been through and the people who have come into my life but for some reason I've been feeling eh. I can't make up my mind about things, I have zero motivation to do ANYTHING and I don't know why. It feels like everything is black and white bland. There are times when I'm vibrant and eccentric and I have fun, but for some reason I always come back to the same feeling, usually when I'm about to fall asleep that somethings missing. If everything is going well why don't I feel the same way? So to try and cheer myself up I searched the depths of my laptop for pictures of me when I was genuinely enjoying myself. I feel like life is like a box of Lucky Charms. You have the bland wheat flakes shaped into things that no one truly understands. Kind of boring no one really likes them (especially little kids). These represent the monotonous times in life when nothing is really going on, theres no excitement and you don't feel like you're actually living. Then there are the marshmallows, everyone's favorite. They're colorful and tasty and SWEET. These are the sparse and special moments that happen everyone once in a while that have you craving more, that have you smiling like the little kid whose only had marshmallows for breakfast. Here are a couple of my marshmallow filled moments from the past year captured in time. We had a picnic on the grass and ate El Pollo Loco as a family and it made me really appreciate my family even in the complicated situation we were in while on that vacation.
This picture is one of those bittersweet times. I'm sad that it ended but happy that it happened. It was at the beginning of the school year and I really enjoyed having someone to hang out with all the time and go on crazy adventures with even if they were just to Best Buy. It was my first time getting to know someone on a level like that and I will admit that I got scared. But I know now that I will be more prepared for the next relationship I get into. any other weird items Mason could find. During the fall time it felt like we were all there every weekend lol. I loved it because it was a time when all my friends hung out as a group and there was no beef. Everyone just had a good time. We did stuff we probably weren't supposed to, but it was worth it, and we created memories. ALL HAIL THE MIGHTY GOAT HOUSE! close living proximity, we got to also hang out on the weekends as well as in class. Class was always filled with laughter from the three of us and no matter how much Sadie and I bashed on Jared, he still holds a very special place in my heart (freshman crushes never go away). to be back. Then we headed out for ice-cream at Dairy Queen and I ate like half the cone then squeezed the rest in my fist. IT WAS AWESOME. Then later that night we met up with a couple of our other friends and went night swimming and I just felt so happy and cared for that day. I really felt loved by my AMAZING friends :)))
All in All I am so thankful for my amazing marshmallow moments. They are definitely my favorite part about waking up in the morning. So I guess the lesson learned here is that you have to take a couple bites of your bland Lucky Charms, before you can indulge in the delicious marshmallows. :)))) xoxo Heavkinz 1. I am 5'3
2. I am not flexible in anyway shape or form. 3. I don't like the color orange, but I like the color of orange expo markers 4. I have 3 peircings. 5. I am a junior in high school. 6. I love love love listening to music soooo very much 7. My favorite book is Why We Broke Up. 8. My favorite movie is After the Dark. 9. I like to argue with people. 10. I don't like donuts 11. I love driving with the windows down. 12. I have two of the very best friends in the world. 13. I love to see people smile. 14. I actually like math class. 15. When i was younger I wanted a snake but my mom got me a fish instead so I named it snake. 16. My dad used to have a recording studio and my cousin and I would record covers of ourselves singing. 17. I still have a cd of us singing along to the cheetah girls. 18. I prefer dark chocolate over milk chocolate. 19. I would much rather scream my head off while watching a scary movie, then sob my eyes out watching a romantic comedy. 20. My favorite color is blue. 21. I like facing my fears. No matter how much anxiety I get. 21. I have four brothers and sisters and I love each and every one of them dearly 23. My mother has two nicknames for me; stink & lovebug (kind of contradictory) 24. I played volleyball for 3 years but I suck at sports 25. One time in 3rd grade I pretended to get hurt in gym class because I didn't want to participate in flag football. 26. That is my favorite number. 27. My younger sister and I are exactly 3 1/2 years apart 28. I've always wanted to be a mermaid, but I'm scared of sharks (and the deep sea) 29. My mother still clips my toenails. 30. I drink a glass of milk almost everyday. 31. I have directed a school play. 32. I am horrible at making decisions. 33. I love love love roasting marshmallows. 34. I enjoy burping no matter how much my mother says it's disgusting. 35. When I was little I used to listen to Brittnay Spears on my kiddie cassette player 36. I have never taken a dance class but I love to dance. 37. The first time I put on makeup I thought I looked disgusting 38. I have a scar on my forehead from when I feel off the top of a car. 39. One time when I was 3 I peed on my dad's shoes while we were on a hike. 40 I didn't have hair on my head until I was 2 years old 41. Aladdin, Emperorers New Groove, and Hercules are my favorite Disney Movies 42. I have never had braces 43. I was born in Chandler, Arizona 44. I like Hawaiian pizza 45. Pineapple and peaches are my favorite fruit. 46. I am currently writing this in school. 47. I have had the same password for everything since 2nd grade. 48. I like the smell of bagels 49. People always think my name is Heather Heavenly. |
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January 2019
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